Talking to my new mum self

Talking to my new- mum self

hey you party animal you, things are about to change soo much for you in every way possible. your going to lose yourself and find yourself a whole new person. You think it's going to be like babysitting your nieces and nephews oh darling fuck me you have a whole other thing coming for you , it's definitely definitely far from like babysitting your nieces and nephews. Your so excited you can't wait for pregnancy to be over you wish it all was over in the matter of seconds you can't wait to hold her, bath her you name it but what everyone didn't tell you is what your going to find out yourself, that this journey of motherhood your about to embark on is going to challenge the absolute fuck out of you, there will be tears & lots of them you'll turn into the biggest sook ever and you'll act like the whole world is against you but really the whole world is there to help you & when the help is offered to you take it trust me take it do not think your any less of a mum because someone else is feeding her someone else is putting her to sleep, there's people there to help and help for all the good reasons. People come and go and they do just that those people who were up your ass through your pregnancy give them two weeks and you won't see them again the whole omg a new baby only last about two weeks it's sad yes but well liked goes on hey, people you thought will be there forever because they said "I'll always be there for you" they won't be there they will be the first to run for the hills when shit gets tough and it's okay because you have so much other support. them 12:00pm wake ups you used to have say goodbye to them you will no longer sleep like you did before who am I kidding you won't sleep at all, well you'll sleep not much though you'll be so tired worn out exhausted that you might feel like your going to die but I promise you your not going to die. you will never be the same again the change is the best thing to happen to you, you'll love like you've never loved before in a way that you never imagined was even possible. that little girl is going to teach you so many things . she is worth it trust me. do not listen to what people tell you to do. yes everyone is entitled to there own opinions but don't let others tell you what to do YOU are the mother and YOU do what's best. this is YOUR journey no one else's There will be days where you don't know if you can do it but in the end you find a way to do it that little girl is counting on you. it gets easier as the days come you learn as you go. Love Your future self . good luck bitch your going to need it xx